Hey there.
So I’ve had a rocky couple of months and I just hope sometime soon they’ll flatten out.. and I’m hoping this comes with the new year and I hope I’ll be reunited with my Mom too.
Right now I am just majorly confused on a lot of levels. Exams, guys, friends, family, etc. Exams I’ve just completely failed. Well, not completely failed but haven’t achieved the grades I want/need. For the moment.. I feel I may not be able to achieve my dream job that I have worked towards since I was young enough to know what the ocean was. As for guys, I just don’t know. I’m still in love with someone who I was with 3 years ago. (In April.) We had everything in common. We went to concerts together, bullied each other, babysitting together, laughed together, smiled together, sang together, did everything together. I miss that… I just miss the cuddles, the hugs, the kisses… I just miss him in general. But moving on. Friends.. well, they couldn’t really care less I guess apart from a select few who I absolutely adore! My family could not have been better. I love them to pieces, especially my mom. I actually don’t know what I would do without her. She means so much to me, and has helped me through so much just by talking to me on the phone. I miss you mom 😦
We’ll see what christmas brings I guess. I just hope things get better 🙂
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